Depression

Sometimes I become buried so deep within myself that waking up is a strain  
My past coincides with my present and the memories I've obtained 
All the attention I need lies within my grasp  
But my mind eliminates the prospects in a genocidal act 
Repelling all my options, determined to seclude  
Reiterating its decision as I'm stuck in interlude 
With my life set on pause, the future seems intact 
But the faster I move the dial, the more certainty it lacks 
Depression creeps upon me and from the world I contract  
Becoming less ocular as my emotions entrap 
Me