Deceiving

It's like I'm stuck searching for the thrill of it
Cause every move I make , there's someone to speak ill of it
And until yet, I've been so far into this
Now, it's like.. this feeling, I just wanna rid of it
We were moving too fast, no one told me I'd need Ritalin.. to love
What happened to what I want, did you forget about my needs?
I guess that's how it works now, feelings become associated with greed
And people tend to forget that you can't feed into misconception
It will only result in one or another screaming out DECEPTION!
And this girl, she's just sitting there wishin' she had left 'em
She was so used to breaking hearts 
That she didn't expect for this indention.. within her own